Dreamer

Well, at least  in my opinion this how you do it.

We dream different things, no doubt about it. We are all so different and this is the best thing there is!

Why?

Well, because we have different life goals, different opportunities, different hobbies, loves and passions, dreams.

We have things in common too, since we are born  ’till we die. One of them is the ability to dream,  to make wishes and hopes.

But why so much pressure about that „dreaming ability” you might ask yourself while reading this article?

To answer, I am gonna tell you something about me and the changes that happened in the last months.

For a while I was stuck in my routine: going to  classes, back home, spend time with bae, call mom, talk to my friends, projects for college, sleep and  repeat. No motivation, no happiness, no joy, no energy. That is how my life was for the last 2-3 years. I don’t really know cause I don’t know when it started, but it did.

It was like that untill Covid-19 happend. Yeah, pandemic saved my soul, death of so many people needed to happen so I can realize what was important for me, and the fact that I wasn’t dreaming anymore.

In fact, I knew that I wasn’t dreaming anymore but I din’t had a single ideea why and I was so frustrated.

Then march  11th came and I was sent home… Classes online and a lot of free time. Basically less responsabilities and more time for me.

For a while I didn’t came home, because of my mom and grandma, but after 2 weeks I was home and the change began.

I was home in time for blooming trees, and flowers in my own garden, witch is kinda a fairy-magical-place. I was home in time for gardening.

I was home in time to see my cats playing in danelions and chicks being chicks not a big-ready-to-eat chicken.

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I was home in time to see the spring-sky and the transformation of nature.

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I was home in time for Easter preparation and I was home in time for my mom’s Bday.

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I used to come home before, but for a short time so I didn’t had the chance to enjoy things that much.

I was home in time to realise that those small things were the magic that kept me dreaming for so long, and when I stopped enjoying them I stopped dreaming.

Now I am home and I’m back. I’m dreaming again, I am here for my family and friends, I am present and happy. I’m having fun even if I haven’t left the house since 24 th march. I am taking pictures at least twice a week and I am learning so many new things.

I fall back in love with cooking, photography, time management and crafting. I read and write and plenty of ideeas cross my mind.

Even if I am stuck at home, I am more alive that I was in a while. I am helping people, I work for projects meant to help people, I enjoy my time more, my experiences and I try to learn as much as I can.

You might say “isolation is to blame and when we’ll be back to normal things are gonna change to what they were”.

Good thing then that things are not gonna be normal again. Everything changed and personally, I belive that many (not all) things changed in good.

I am a dreamer after all and I belive in good, I belive in beauty, in helping others, in nature, in goals&dreams, in unicity, in self-developement, I belive in friends and love,  I belive in Karma and energy, in work and luck, somehow in magic but I also belive in God.

I am a dreamer but for a while I was lost, living without a purpose and that means just being alive, breathing but not living my life, so my ability to dream was lost.

Now, I am not saying that you should have same goals, loves and passions in life (like I said we have lots of things in common but we are also very different), all I am saying is only to have dreams.

Dream! Have a goal to live by. Even if it’s to travel, have 100 cats or dogs, find true love or whatever. Just dream and belive in your dreams.

After  that, you’ ll start making memories through experiences, you are not gonna be stuck  with a bad outcome, you will be able to move on and one day laugh about it. You will start to love your life more and you will be able, if you want, to help others and that’s how you can live a dreamer life.

That is how you start living, and that is why is so much important to dream.

 They say „In dreams we plant the seeds of our future”. If you don’t dream, what future are you living/working for?

Dream and have a dreamer life, a life full of good things, beauty, experiences and love!

From now on, this blog it s not only about experiences and thoughts. You can find them too, but also you can find so much more.

Stick around me too see that it’s not only isoolation and maybe you’ll find answer to other questions you might have, maybe you’ll see the beauty of the dreamer lifestyle and you”ll start to dream again too, or start to dream more!

Crissu