Dreamer

I hope that you are happy. I really am and I want you to experience the love I am surrounded with right now. I could give some details, but I think you don’t want to hear them.

We had an amazing story, with ups and downs like every other story. We were happy for a while but things change and we, same ones who fell in love, we fell apart.

I could say it was you or it was me but none of these matters, cause we hurt each other even if we did not wanted (at least i did not wanted it).

I really want your best and I did since… forever. You were a part of me and honestly I wanted you to be a part of my life even if we were not a couple, I wanted to stay friends. Still, things don’t work out every time the way we want it.

A part of me misses you…. misses my friend, misses talking to you. I know that you would rather want to hear that I miss our relationship and being with you. No, I don’t miss that, I don’t want you back like that. Instead I miss my friend who knew me and him is who I would not mind if I had back.

Thanks, thank you for every thing. Every thing I learned from you, every experience, every ideea, day with you by my side and ofc for all the memories.

You were and are really important to me. Without you, I would not be the person writing this, this person at all. You helped me becoming who I am now (in a way or another), and it matters to me. Why? Well because now… I am happy, and I know that no matter what is betwen us if I am happy, you are happy so this conffesion is TO YOU.

~Crissu~