Dreamer

Why do I love you?

Well it is simple! I love you for who you are, for what you represent to me, who you want to become and who you were.
I love you for the way you look at me in the morning, when I don’t have any make up on and all my spots and pimples are visible. I love you cause you let me sleep more than I should and because you let me sleep on your chest at night.

I love you even when you ignore me and play video games, or even when you get mad and leave the room without talking. (you know that is killing me, but also you don’t want to tell me stuff when you are angry cause they may hurt me even more).

I really love your baby face with no beard, and I love more the fact that you don’t like it as much as I do. I love your moles and how they look like stars on your skin. I am mad about the way you touch me, and hug me and kiss me and.

I love you when you play with my cats or when you make faces when I don’t know a movie. I love when you are so focused on reading that you forget that I am there or when you work. I really love to admire you working.

I love you cause you want my best, even if you stay away and let me choose. I love that you let me make my own decisions and respect them. I love you  cause you came almost 200 km just to see me, even if that means bad internet connection, none of your friends around and sometimes my family being annoying.

I love that you try to teach me bowling, and soon (after you tell me some tips) you quit cause I look hopeless, but few minutes later I have luck and win the round without your help.

I love that you wait for me to eat breakfast together when I am at your place. And the fact that you serve me sometimes. I love that you try! I know that it is not easy for you, that  you are not used to compromise, but you are doing it for me. Sometimes I act like I don’t see, but I am aware of all the things you do for us to be happy.

I love you for being patient with me, for understanding and for enduring my crises. I love you cause you don’t run, even if you are aware that I might ask you more attention than you are used to give, or want to give.

I love that you bothered with me. That you waited for me and helped me heal my wounds and rise me above my fears. I love you cause you gave my trust in me back, and partially in other people.

I love what you’ve done to me. I am a better person, or this is what I think. I smile more, I am way happier.
Those are some reasons why I love you. The rest? Well you hear them very often, even if you notice or not, but I just simply love you!

~Crissu~